Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Phase 2 - Day 2

Busting Loose From the Money Game: Mind-Blowing Strategies for Changing the Rules of a Game You Can't Win

Today I completed  only 10 pages in the book. They happen to be ones I have already read but felt I needed to reread them. The pages were the steps in the Process, in the chapter, "Putting your foot on the gas." I'm left in a quandary of sorts and if I could I would call up Robert and ask him for his advice. You see as Phase 2 Players we are supposed to use the Process when we feel discomfort. OK, but as far as I know that is using judgment regarding how you feel about (insert problem). Robert himself has said that judgment is the glue that holds that pattern into place and it repeats until you poke a hole in the cloud cover or drain that particular egg. So is my judging my discomfort enabling it to repeat over and over? That is my question for Robert. Because today I am experiencing a lot of discomfort and I just want it to stop. I did leave a message in the Phase 2 Players forum and am anxious to see the responses I get.

I will let you all know what they say tomorrow..

Kate

Monday, March 8, 2010

Phase 2 - Day 1

I am currently reading the book by Robert Scheinfeld called, "Busting Loose From the Money game." I have yet to finish it completely but I know that I will and it has changed my life already.

I no longer feel like I'm barely treading water because there is NO water! Everything is an illusion and I have no control! But I am getting ahead of myself. I must do this slowly and deliberately as to not overwhelm myself or you. Right now I'm on page 180 and I'm learning about the tools we have to break through the cloud cover and let the sun shine in! The term for this is called using The Process.

"I am the Ultimate power in the Universe." is how mine begins I guess it stems from old Phase 1 residue in which I need to feel powerful still but I'm going to use it anyway.

So I am off to finish this book and  if you feel so moved to come back and read more about my Journey I welcome you.

Kate